Just Checking In

 I'm feeling a little stabby lately.

I don't have anything sharp enough to get my bars back with (at least not easily), I can't focus on anything, and honestly I just want to sleep for about five years. And you know me - I hate to sleep.

I've started writing things down (and sketching and generally venting) in this notebook I've had for a while but never used and that helps a little but it doesn't take the headaches away or even really make me less tense - it just channels it a little.

I have to do something else though or I really will lose my mind.